WHAT?
Then I got this image of all the sea creatures swimming in the calm ocean past the waves and I thought, "What calm ocean"? From my perspective the ocean looks pretty rough with those waves crashing violently on the beach. Not to mention all the hideous creatures that hide beyond those waves - not all of them are hideous, but I was mainly thinking of sharks :). BUT once you brave past the waves that violently crash on the beach and the fear of the creatures that swim past the swells, you reach a point beyond which you never thought you would get to. You get to experience that calm ocean. You know. The one on discovery channel with the seals and dolphins swimming tirelessly. Dangers can still arise, but they don't seem as perilous as before. (Now, mind you. If I found myself in the middle of the ocean for real I might feel a whole lot differently because of my insane fear of sharks, but the image that He gave me was so peaceful!)
Can you see how this is like following God? Here, try this.
God sees all - your past, present, and future. He has a plan for you that is already mapped out. From His perspective He sees the scary things that you are facing, but He also sees the calm and serenity afterward. He wants us to trust Him to get us to that place. Now, from our perspective we only see those crazy waves that are just waiting to beat us down and imagine all of those hideous creatures that are lurking beyond the surf to attack us. But if we hear God and see that He wants us to follow Him to somewhere past what we can fathom, He is ready to take us somewhere beautiful!
So I'm here. Looking at the waves and imagining all of the bad things that could happen and all the "What if"s. But God has called me to come and see what He has for me in this new season. Now I have to bulster my bravery and head forth into my unknown and into God's plan.